so just today we got back alot of our test papers
it was utterly horrid
i think i had the worst tuesday of my life
science goodbye
geography vomit blood
chinese miracle i actually passed
literature no hope
i'm dead
all my effort in doing my best to have b3 as my worst result
is wasted
well though i think the average of each subject
still doesn't fall below b3
but omg la
it's so depressing
the set of tests after the june hols were my best
well at least all As
but now
hardwork flew away with the wind
felt like shooting myself dead
we're not used to such emotional trauma
basically every paper that we got back today was heart wrenching
but i guess maybe in a way it's better to get it all over with
all in one single shot
we were saying how we should like just commit suicide
of course we're joking
i told Qian Qian to meet me at VS
so we can jump down together
haha
since the last time we had a tour there
we came up with a conclusion that VS
is indeed the ideal place to commit suicide
i mean it's like 8 storeys high
jump down sure die
not like cedar jump down
you'll just get a few broken bones
maybe a concussion
then you'll end up being more miserable
sigh
i have to do damn well for my End of Years
that's my only hope left
i have to get into triple science
partly i have no choice since my humanes suck like hell
secondly i like science
and i more logic thinking person
so yea
but now with my results
it's quite worrying
nvm the number of days is counting down
the clock's ticking away
just sometimes
i guess it's better to get it over and done with
instead of delaying
now i have study for history
i still have a shot at reviving history!!!
