Thursday, October 18, 2007
Y
so i guess the 'hot topic' now is results
well it's proven that the greater the expectations the greater the disappointment can be
though friday's results were better that thursday's
but i was much happier on thursday
cos well i expected to fail all the subjects that day
and didn't>>>thus happy
friday expected 75-80++
eventually quite disappointed
worst still you know that you could have done better
maths and lit were a real heart breaker
of all times i decided to flunk my lit
i flunk it during the end year exams
when that's the oly time it actually matters
sigh...
maths was neither here nor there-.-
geog well was rather underestimated
everyone found geog easy
maybe it's because it's the last paper
but oh well..
ended up the teachers were super strict with the marking
well here are my results at a glance
history--c5 (amazingly i'm the happiest for this, since i expected to fail miserably and didn't)
chinese--b4 (how did that happen?!)
art------b3 (funny huh...my art is horribe)
home e-- a2 ( i haven't got a clue how do they count the marks really )
english-- a2 ( ok expected to fail this too, considering i wrote crap for my compo)
lit------- a2 ( my heart just shattered )
science-- a2 ( no comments...sigh)
geog-----a1 ( expected more though )
maths--- a1 ( another heart breaker.... my careless alter ego took over)
DnT----- a1 (laugh out loud!! don't ask me how on earth it happened )
anyway on tuesday
we were told to check all our marks on this list of paper
subjects like Dnt, home econs and art
they didn't even specify how our eventual results came abt
how the hell are suppose to check!!??
in the end everyone just signed wtv that was written as their results
going school nowadays seem like such a chore
go to school to sleep only
they keep us in the mph with some really redundant stuff
example) a workshop on study skills!! hooray
and they decided to carry out such a workshop after the exams
nobody actually really paid attention
so what did we do in school then?
SLEEP
sleep from 8 to 1.40
or at least try to
unfortunately i only usually manage to sleep for one hour
cos by then my hands and leg will feel numb
no blood flow...
anyway...we got out english holiday homework yesterday
maybe i'll finish it later
haha i'm such a good girl
12:11 AM
Thursday, October 11, 2007
Y
so we got back our science, history, english and chinese
better than i expected
but then again i expected to fail
especially for history and english
so i was sooooo happy i actually passed history
my history results is like a roller coaster
high low high low low
then of all times to do badly
i do badly for end of years
this is why i can't take double science
well at least i passed!! ok so it's a c5
but still i'm rather satisfied
the rest were relatively fine
oh another amazing thing would be that my chinese actually did better than history!!!
i know i'm shocked too
the rest were As so ok still alright
though i'm quite convinced the teachers were drunk when they marked my english paper
considering a wrote a really crap compo that i didn't even manage to finish
anyway i was so worried last night that i woke up every 2 hours
and had nightmares
actually it was actually a nightmare inside a nightmare
so basically i had a nightmare that i failed english and got kicked out of cedar
and in that nightmare i had a nightmare
that i was so devastated that i took a gun and shot myself in the head
of course after i was 'shot dead' i woke up of both nightmares
luckily that wasn't true.
sigh...... i have to get through tomorrow
geogaphy, maths and literature
i need to score well for literature
this is the only subject that i really expect alot from myself
well since this is my best subject this year
and of course i have to do well for maths
if not it's bye bye to trip science
geography have to do damn well too
to make up for my history.
i calculated i need 75 75 80 to get a good average.
i expect an a1 at least for all the 3 subjects
hope that comes true(:
2:30 AM
Friday, October 5, 2007
Y
gosh i really love cars
lamborghini gallardo
lamborghini mini
haha i've never seen this before
it's very unique
and kinda cute:))
looks like a compressed lamborghini
beetle always thought it was unique
porsche:))
10:39 PM
Y
liberty never felt so sweet before
It’s finally over, after countless nights of fear what tomorrow would hold,
It has ended.
Freedom has returned
It has ended.
Freedom has returned
9:58 PM
Y
it's been long since i last posted
well exam period
banned myself from the computer
hmmm...let's review about the papers
english-----very very screwed, didn't even finished the damn composition
chinese---- i'll never take time for granted again
history---- die die! skipped one entire essay, hanged all format
literature--at least it was considered some form of comfort after the first 3 papers, but not that confident though
science----no idea how i did. it wasn't as easy as i expected but it was still hell
maths-----not difficult just mind boggling
geography--well...hmm...my geography has never been great. but the questions are so predictable so you can everyone wrote abt the same thing
it's over.
i need to get a good grade on thursday and friday when we get back all our papers
i'll just die if i don't get into triple science
for one i hate humanes and they are my worst subject too
9:52 PM