so we got back our science, history, english and chinese
better than i expected
but then again i expected to fail
especially for history and english
so i was sooooo happy i actually passed history
my history results is like a roller coaster
high low high low low
then of all times to do badly
i do badly for end of years
this is why i can't take double science
well at least i passed!! ok so it's a c5
but still i'm rather satisfied
the rest were relatively fine
oh another amazing thing would be that my chinese actually did better than history!!!
i know i'm shocked too
the rest were As so ok still alright
though i'm quite convinced the teachers were drunk when they marked my english paper
considering a wrote a really crap compo that i didn't even manage to finish
anyway i was so worried last night that i woke up every 2 hours
and had nightmares
actually it was actually a nightmare inside a nightmare
so basically i had a nightmare that i failed english and got kicked out of cedar
and in that nightmare i had a nightmare
that i was so devastated that i took a gun and shot myself in the head
of course after i was 'shot dead' i woke up of both nightmares
luckily that wasn't true.
sigh...... i have to get through tomorrow
geogaphy, maths and literature
i need to score well for literature
this is the only subject that i really expect alot from myself
well since this is my best subject this year
and of course i have to do well for maths
if not it's bye bye to trip science
geography have to do damn well too
to make up for my history.
i calculated i need 75 75 80 to get a good average.
i expect an a1 at least for all the 3 subjects
hope that comes true(:
